The Inspiration
Crystal Stokes
"Great things are not done by impulse, but by a series of small things brought together." – Vincent van Gogh
"Believe in Boudoir" was born in 2019 as a slideshow presentation, with the guidance of Yuliya Panchenko's mentor, Brett Florens. Brett had recommended a presentation spot for Yuliya at the Professional Imaging Expo in Amsterdam, Netherlands. After months of mentorship and preparation, the time came to name the presentation, and Brett suggested "Believe in Boudoir"—a simple, catchy title. However, before the expo could take place, the COVID-19 pandemic struck, leading to the event's cancellation. The presentation, once filled with promise, was tucked away into an archive, seemingly forgotten.
A few months later, Yuliya's studio faced a financial crisis. With all bookings canceled, quarantine in place, and the economic downturn in full swing, the business came to a standstill, leaving Yuliya and her husband, Eliar Tabrizi, in dire straits. Eliar had just enrolled in film school and was without a job, relying on the photography studio as their primary income. The family faced the loss of both cars and nearly their home. It was a critical turning point, and action was necessary. In that moment of desperation, "Believe in Boudoir" was pulled from the archives, offering a glimmer of hope in the midst of their struggle. Once again, Yuliya turned to her mentor for guidance on online education. To really understand the story, we need to go back to 10 years ago...
Yuliya and Eliar married in 2010 when Yuliya was a graduate student pursuing her master’s degree in hospitality and tourism management, while Eliar was an undergraduate student and soldier working toward his bachelor's in political science. After graduation, Yuliya moved to El Paso, Texas, a desert-like military town with no tourism industry to speak of, abruptly ending her eight-year career in hospitality and tourism.
Determined to stay productive, Yuliya enrolled in art school, nurturing her lifelong interest in drawing the female form. However, knowing they would soon move again due to Eliar’s military orders, she realized she needed a business that could travel with her. Many companies refused to hire military wives for this very reason, so Yuliya decided to create her own opportunity. The closest business she could start immediately, which aligned with her artistic passion, was photography.
During a vacation in California, Yuliya bought her first crop-sensor camera, a Nikon 7000, and began experimenting with self-portrait boudoir photography, blending her art skills with her new tool. However, judgment from friends and family made the journey difficult. Seeking to refine her craft, she enrolled at the Crealdé School of Art in Florida, temporarily living away from Eliar to focus fully on mastering the fundamentals of photography.
In the meantime, Yuliya photographed everything she could, without settling on a specific niche. From 2014 to 2016, after the birth of her son, Yuliya found herself primarily focused on newborn photography, often capturing tender moments with her own child. Though she occasionally took on wedding gigs, her attention during this period was devoted almost exclusively to her son.
From 2013 to 2015, Yuliya's creativity, focus, and passion for photography began to fade as she struggled to improve creatively and financially.
Crystal Stokes
Macro Lens, Extreme Close-up
The newly inspired Yuliya Panchenko realized she had lost her passion for photography, not because she no longer enjoyed it, but because she hadn’t yet mastered her craft and had grown tired of taking the same types of photos. She knew it was time to elevate her skills—learning how to use artificial light, pose clients effectively, master new tools and software, and build a sustainable business. Determined to grow, Yuliya began attending major photography expos like Photo Expo Plus, IMAGING USA, and WPPI. At NYC's Photo Expo Plus (now no longer in operation), she met Chase Jarvis, the founder of CreativeLive, one of the leading educational platforms for photographers. This encounter led Yuliya to CreativeLive, where she expanded her knowledge through online courses. She learned from renowned photographers such as Sue Bryce, Lindsay Adler, Scott Robert Lim, and Brett Florens. However, she focused particularly on the "High Fashion Wedding Photography" course, aiming to create a new wedding portfolio with high-end fashion imagery to attract clients who appreciate the world of fashion.
By the end of 2017, after building a high-fashion wedding portfolio and business in a small military town, Yuliya was shining like a star. However, sudden orders meant Eliar would be gone for three years, and the family had to move closer to relatives in Florida since he wouldn’t be there. After relocating to Orlando and renting a studio for the first time, Yuliya quickly realized she was a small fish in a sea of sharks—she knew nothing about studio photography and didn’t have a single client. But a quote from Brett Florens in a CreativeLive course kept her motivated: "If you market yourself to the industry, you will last much longer in business than if you market yourself to clients." It was time to rebuild from scratch, this time for the industry.
In 2018, Eliar reached out to Brett Florens and proposed the idea of mentoring Yuliya Panchenko. Initially, Yuliya was intimidated and convinced that Brett wouldn't respond to a small, local photographer who had faced business struggles, so she hesitated to contact him directly. However, to her surprise, Brett responded and was happy to mentor her for 12 months. Within that year, Yuliya elevated her skills, built a brand-new portfolio, won 11 awards in prestigious photography competitions, became an Elinchrom ambassador, and was one of the speakers at the upcoming Professional Imaging Photo Conference in Amsterdam, Netherlands, in 2020. Unfortunately, the Covid-19 pandemic struck, and Yuliya faced yet another downturn, marking the third time her career faced significant challenges.
Yuliya met Chase Jarvis and discovered the CreativeLive online educational platform, where she began to broaden and deepen her knowledge.
Yuliya diligently followed the High Fashion Photography course on CreativeLive to build her portfolio.
Yuliya built a fashion-inspired wedding portfolio by reshooting real clients' weddings for free, investing both time and money, and experimenting with flash photography techniques.
Yuliya hired Brett Florens as her mentor to elevate her skills and reach a new level of professionalism, aiming to become a recognized photographer in the industry.
From 2018 to 2019, Brett encouraged Yuliya to take on major projects that pushed her out of her comfort zone and beyond her regional location, collaborating with renowned brands and high-profile models.
After a year of mentorship and project work, Yuliya submitted her photography to competitions for the first time, earning 11 awards from PPA, WPPI, and SLR Lounge combined.
The Artist and The Engine